maharani


story of darkness

A smile that sparcled like ice, a touch as gentlty as heaven. Who could have known he had such indescribably
sickening fantasies. he sat and watched with a meniacle smile while they tore out her hair and ripped chunks
from her flesh, as she struggled to relieve herself from their grip. As the girl screamed and cried, he could not
help but let out a satisfied moan. The body lay quivering on the floor, praying for death, for an end to this excruciating
pain. The creaters fled at the sight of him, whimpering, affraid. Surely, he had must have no compassion to just
sit there and watch. What was it he wanted to do with her almost lifeless body. Sudden warmth of dark, heavy
velvet wrapped around her bruised and shreaded body. The sound of horses hooves, yet all she could see was
the blood and blackness from behind her beaten eyes. Her body relaxed as she prayed for this to be the end.
But she was far from it.
The overpowering smell of vanilla clung to the air like a child to it's mother. Agonising pain rippled across
her skin making her want to scream out. But she couldn't. She couldn't do anything at all.The girl had been bound
and suspended between the floor and ceiling. The room was very dimly lit with small candles placed around the
edges, which was where she assumed the scent came from. Eyes gradually beggining to grow accustomed to
the poor lighting, she realised she was not alone. Figures chained and tied up in a variety of different ways, except
for one. Sitting by and old school desk was her origional rescuer, not to be her second torturer. She had barely
recovered from her first attack yet felt ready to face her next. The only thought surfacing told her it would all be over
soon. The intimidating figure approached her almost cautiously, examining her. Without flinching she looked into his
heartless eyes as he plunged the first of pany needles into her flesh. suddenly, the rippling pain began to subside,
her eyes no longer stung, her body stopped aching, her mind faded into shadow. yet it was still not her time to die.
Waking again in a dimly lit room with her hands tied, only no longer above her head. She was free to move
at last. Exploring her skin, the woulds had all been very carefuly and accurately attended to. Confused, she examined
the clothing on the bed next to her. A note asking for the privelage of her company for dinner. She didn't understand,
did he want to kill her or romance her. A black lace skirt and top, accentuated by the satin corset which made her
gasp as she tried to fully tighten it. Finally clothed she now had to decide if it were more wise to run or accept the
gentlemans offer and find out what it was he realy wanted with her. Directly outside the door to her room ran a curved
flight of stairs accompanied my more small candles. Through the door at the bottom was a glorious dining room
with a large fireplace and dozens of paintings of what appeared to be her idea of russia.

hiding inside

hiding behind a mask of dreams,
noone hears her,
noone cares,
facing demons,
heart of ice,
haunted by shadows,
scared of the past,
running from love,
hiding from care,
hiding in shadows,
that haunt her dreams,
torn out soul,
taking last breath,
wishing for an end,
no more pain,
no more lies,
blade to wrist,
or gun to head,
no more pain,
no more hate,
no more hiding,
or running away.
feeling free,
but still locked up,
inside her mind,
with only demons,
screams and shouts,
but noone hears,
but noone cares.

lonely soul

soulless eyes watch with despair,
seeing her own life falling appart.
watching as she destroys herself,
through drink and drugs,
and emotional destruction
the tablets aren't helping,
the darkness is closing,
only one way out now
yet she pushes on through,
looking for a sign of light,
hoping the darkness will end,
that the shadows will fade,
or that she herself fades,
vanishes with time,
only to be forgotten,
never thought of,
never missed,
looking for the answer,
but is it out there,
pushing on through so much pain,
wanting an end,
the only way out,
the craving of pain,
the fear of peace,
inviting dark angels,
destroying her soul,
silent screams,
emotionless tears,
only hate for herself,
hidden mutilation,
destroying her body,
pain telling her she is still here,
against her will,
but scared to take her only escape,
scared of losing,
not wanting to give in,
just wanting to be alone.

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